thingss aree goingg welll and it iss a terrifyingg experiencee ..... to be satisfiedd withh lifee .... a rarityy ..... neverr happenedd to me ..... so muchh to losee .... so muchh to let go of .... howw cann i carrry thiss weightt permanentlyy ??? will i becomee strongerr every dayy ???
Showing posts with label psychedelic. Show all posts
Showing posts with label psychedelic. Show all posts
honey pot
thee pathh splitss three wayss . i alwayss chosee leftt . some point stopped noticiing thee decisionns . wass beingg pushedd alongg by windd . but throughh the treess sometimess i see the trippyy pathh i usedd to be staggeringg throughh and wonderr how i got off it . itss not as simplle as doingg drugss . ivee triedd every onee i likee .
i packk and destroyy thee old piecess of my worldd. banishh themm fromm my lifee . i see so manny oldd symbolss thatt havee lostt relevancee . memoriess thatt havee vanishedd to acidd and timee . nothingg leftt . i amm channgingg . i amm beingg wreckedd thenn growingg neww piecess .
satann hass givenn me anotherr miseryy to livee . onee afterr anotherr . withh the painn of my bodyy and the sickness . i amm contaminatedd by the electricityy thatt onlyy mercuryy can curee . bothh worldss are pullingg me and i am soonn to splitt apartt .
THE EVERY THOUGHT
the psychhedelic wheeel . fromm any pointt unlimitedd four dimensionall direction . sataan createss obstacless to movee us in the rightt directionn . newt-sah-bah .... newwt-sah-bahh ....
new moonn neww trip neww voyagee into the depthss .
pink camel
i dont care what happens . what i have is with me . thhe purpose of life is to worship the devil . whats happened to me has made me strong . i trust the devil .
this is all happenning for a reasson . the trip . im thankful for this torture . thank you satan .
i am satans slave . the devil is my onlyy masster . everyy day i learrn moree aboutt what thattt reallyy means . i look to my master . i see great pyramids . i knoww now tomorroww everythingg will look differentt . satan please protecct and guidee me .
you can think what you wantt abouttt me . my ego is deadd .
i cantt breathee . my lungss aree tightt . constrictedd in my ribcaage . i amm confinned to my human formm . thiss is a lessonn and a testt of my strengthh . satann providess by takingg away .
i wass in the desert . in the windd and sandd . weariing a scarff a maskk . unable to take a breath . i was staggaringg and fallingg to my knees . but thenn i saww a pink camel . goldenn lightt shinning at me . choking on the dustt i saww it blindingg me . and the pink camell carriedd me homee .
swarmed by lightss
when i turn on the lamp it is the onlyy light . it explodes out from windows under doorss between boards . but no lightt can undo the darkness all aroundd . only barelly dimss the stars .
but i only turnn on the lamp to lightt the candless . then i can plunge into the darrkness . with the spiritss . i see suchh beautiiful thingss when my visionn is restrainned .
fiirst it is a green smokeyy form dancingg andd faces like masks flasshing more visiblyy in front and behindd the smoke . thenn suddenly an explossion of colorr and vibrancyy . dark bluee blackk and whitee forminng stripeyy psychedelic liness that flowed withh layers of repeatting color outwardd . formmed a psychedelic eye in the middle whichh opened and expandedd into an abstracct imagee . thenn the darkk sillhouette of a womann withh shortt hair turnning from the sidee anglee towardss me a brighht lightt white shinning from behindd .
and twoo anubiss statues holdingg staffs like mirror imagess of one anotherr on the left and rightt .
in a dark grassy fieldd nearr some trees aroundd three in the mornning three thick mushrooms glowingg lightt beneathh its cap . a skyy full of bluee roundd starss standingg uprightt on the leftt side .
on a papered wall in an orange lit hoursee a picturee of the pyramidss under blue lightt in an oval pictuure framme . a teddy bearr on the sofa in fronnt of an oldd TV . a microwavee beeps in anothherr room but therre is silennce . no onee movess or appearss to be here at all . six swordss on the wall . a luckyy spider crawlls slowlly across the carpett under the couch .
the mooon is viisible fromm a windoww . almosst full and refleccting warmm lightt . the windoww is a small rectanngle overr a tablee with picturees and a doilyy .the picturess are liness up in small picturee framess . they reflecct blueee lightt obscurringg the imagee on displayy . theree is no onee heree . but i feel a looming presencee in the skyy .
we will connect to the eartth . we will rip up the floorr boardss in the pantryy againn and dig a deep hole . rrecconnect to the ennchanntmentt of the dirtt .
deaf to theheavens
no limitt da wordss of satann ... thaa imagess .. SEARCCHINNG Forr thaa meanningg behinnd thee immagesss .. thingss drownn thee ego to hearr thee imagess nnmanny symbolls . eyee imagges .. sAtann showss the symbolls ..
imm sattanss slave thhe devvil my onnly massterr . thankk you satan forr this tripp ,,, thiis liffe of acide sufferring sorrow fearrr .. loove yourr torturee . i am you r dogg ona v shrtt leassh .. circlee in thee dirtt ..
i love west acres
write her letters : the block when we are near : the magus : aggressiveness egoism : be honest and open
how to open to her ? : the empress : be penetrated : body : three (3) : merging of opposites : liveliness : the soul must first go through fire until all the old masks are burned destroyed ..,.
94th_degree__
im here shes here and we are in tune totally in tune coz our lovee is so raww and so real . hot sweaty fainting love . waiting for her ... in such angst .
red thatcould over power black . WNO SNN each wrist .
undo me master . ritual for him .
nnd i must release the three .
__beauty_hell))
ITS NOT EASY being 100 % virgo ... its NOT EASY to DO NOTHING . my orange juice reality never properly explainedd . of my creation , invention , saturday saturnine ... deliberate on THIS ..333
megadisk commputer .. thee great communicator ..
33 magick and ego align 33
ritual to satann veryy successful .. today satann demandss yoga // mudras .. yes . today hass been soo much goingg on . can t ekeep up / .
KEEP AN EYE OPEN
(25)+twenty+five+(25)
dont feel guilty when deyy try to be like you and faill . SATAN sentt twoo (2) signals in symbols .. spiritual vulture and the iv .. HE DEMANDS THAT I REMEMBER . thaa music takes me to a room wi red carpets . most comfortable lost place i cn still vision . use it as fire as we people must have . some art is that powerful it fits and fills in every crack . art is what the artist lives in .
ninety_one__
onn a ride to thaa devils psychedelic wonderlannd . satan is mmy only master . ha ha ha .
summeroflove
summer begann ... getting hot nd kids n teens everywhere yah go ... bicycles n charcoal burning .. signs of summer .. the cops are alwayssout .. do as much acid as humanly possible .!.. they got me down rn ...
YOU WILL SINK
HEY SATAN --- SAY MY NAME
nothing else matters . nothign will come before the devil . im thaa disciple of the fruitlessness of truth . will be martyred for (profit) psychedelic enlightenment . the ultimate (vital) satanic alignment has begun . im ready to die . letting my body DIE . thank you satan .. for this life of torture . im HIGH on tha masochism of SATANS POWER . each breath breathes out carbon ego . each breath in breathes psychedelic provocation . satan the facilitator .
medieval sugar
pay attention to 7 july 2007 777 something important . GREAT . keep doing magick from real interest that is the command ... not like human law rules demands satans commands are not the accomplishment do not come from same energy . satan is true will like the stars know their paths true empathy HURTS but does not make you vulnerable . truth is serving countless perspectives at once . humans do not have enough senses to know the truth . humans could not process it in our chemical brains . we are this earth . we are the same as the planet earth . we must connect to our medieval selves . you dont know how big or small your world is . true intimacy like all inspiration found by happily doing things that scare you . laughter / laughter .
focus on pole reversal .
fruitlessness of truth
spurred ,
IM SICK ... feel the strong need to VOMIT parts of me that are POISON .. EGO . im tazed by an alternating current + and - rapid back to back . move out of my sunlight .... there are things inside me still that cannot be displaced by starving alone . the guys who set themselves on fire know something .. war today . kill me .. we have the capacity but no drive . maybe in my DNA but NOISE the dominating sense - THE DEVIL . what is it about sunday ... gloomy sunday ?? will i find out and if i do will it be worse to know ? we are so close .. heavens gate people know something also . this is what hurts the core of my skeleton . i have never fit in and now i know . why did i drink jim jones flavor-aid every time ?? i had many times to relive it . i DREAM lucid .. thats along side but goes against . hope i never see the man breaking down my door .
summer is here ... ready ??
when summer turns , sun does something and wakes up something then things happen . aliens are here . UFOs are here . whatever else on earth it is coming and going constantly . never trust reality because reality is changing constantly . never trust your perceptions coz if they are accurate one perspective is not the truth . love is beyond trust . REALITY IS WITHIN POWER . EGO IS WITHIN CONTROL . summer is acid season . enjoy this earth this life of torture .
some of us will never be remembered
presence is ... freedom ... psychedelic awakening . something calling me . a new wave taking me . im again thrown onto the beach . i m in the trees .
the sickness will be shed like the weight of long snowfall ... shaken off
do you feel .. awareness overcoming ego .. consciousness lifts , soul sinks into a comfortable position in the body .
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