when i turn on the lamp it is the onlyy light . it explodes out from windows under doorss between boards . but no lightt can undo the darkness all aroundd . only barelly dimss the stars .
but i only turnn on the lamp to lightt the candless . then i can plunge into the darrkness . with the spiritss . i see suchh beautiiful thingss when my visionn is restrainned .
fiirst it is a green smokeyy form dancingg andd faces like masks flasshing more visiblyy in front and behindd the smoke . thenn suddenly an explossion of colorr and vibrancyy . dark bluee blackk and whitee forminng stripeyy psychedelic liness that flowed withh layers of repeatting color outwardd . formmed a psychedelic eye in the middle whichh opened and expandedd into an abstracct imagee . thenn the darkk sillhouette of a womann withh shortt hair turnning from the sidee anglee towardss me a brighht lightt white shinning from behindd .
and twoo anubiss statues holdingg staffs like mirror imagess of one anotherr on the left and rightt .
in a dark grassy fieldd nearr some trees aroundd three in the mornning three thick mushrooms glowingg lightt beneathh its cap . a skyy full of bluee roundd starss standingg uprightt on the leftt side .
on a papered wall in an orange lit hoursee a picturee of the pyramidss under blue lightt in an oval pictuure framme . a teddy bearr on the sofa in fronnt of an oldd TV . a microwavee beeps in anothherr room but therre is silennce . no onee movess or appearss to be here at all . six swordss on the wall . a luckyy spider crawlls slowlly across the carpett under the couch .
the mooon is viisible fromm a windoww . almosst full and refleccting warmm lightt . the windoww is a small rectanngle overr a tablee with picturees and a doilyy .the picturess are liness up in small picturee framess . they reflecct blueee lightt obscurringg the imagee on displayy . theree is no onee heree . but i feel a looming presencee in the skyy .
we will connect to the eartth . we will rip up the floorr boardss in the pantryy againn and dig a deep hole . rrecconnect to the ennchanntmentt of the dirtt .
