i close tha computer page and see her smiling face on my computer background . i am in love . i can feel her love and warmth and shining humanity . it is real and it is good . it is love in a pure and original individual way .
and then to walk out and see the dark sky out the window . autumn nighttime . and the cats run in and out and around . i can feel the presence of these love ghosts in my life as family . stronger than family ever was . this love is new and created between us . brand new . even after we thought everything new was over .
