am i walking the right way ??? is there any way to tell like this ??? i want to know if in life in general i am doing the right thing . i have to ask the tarot .
outfit frum two days ago malibu shirt over the shirt with green edges and long sleeves ego black corduroy pants with green plaid edges and black puffy boots .
brown knitted hat grey LSD bathrobe and green black stained lab coat and grey butterfly shoulder bag . thats my digital camera . the shutter is held open with tape !
went to flea market and yard sale last week . this is fall the time of this . the time to clean out before being shuttered in all winter .. and time to hoard up for the nesters . i did get some things .
sewing and working on the movie it is a lot of work that i dont thing it even matters if its winter . this is the winter that i will get through without damaging my mind somehow . every year i think this and in march i look back and think wow . it really was so miserable . even if i will it to not to . but i am going to try even harder this year . i feel a lot of inspiration and that is the same thing as falling in love to an artist . falling in love is what makes me want to live . and ive fallen in love with gaps in between . where its really useless . have to learn how to fall in love . you have to let yourself be open and vulnerable . which takes unimaginable strength that can be built up with expressions of love like body building makes muscles . learn to love and let yourself fall .
i need a divine sign .
update : 222 x2 was my sign , thank you !
