time movess so fast . we are alreaddy gone in the scheeme of thinngs . i embracee my death . justt anotherr transitionn of the soull . lifee lassts a little longerr than youd think . i trusst the dead . i am truer in the presencee of the spiritss . i am alignned .
what getss in the way with my communicationn with the liiving ? [queen of wands] my polarr sides pull apart . leavess me one sided . but afterr the isolation cycle i amm all alonee but one . my window to continuity . im on satanss path . im tryinng to find meanning in recentt events . to makee magickal purposee of it .
i feel the deadd aroundd me all the time . soon i will be one of themm and the waaiting is overr . but thee spiritss of the liviing haunnt me too . cant shakke those voicess .
that same day the candle burnt out and i saidd gooodbye again . i told satan . i will learnn to lovee my weakness . i will findd his powerr in everyythingg i sense ..
