a little historyy

imm drunkk and dreammingg . thinngs usually happenn more in thee summerr but i beeen seeingg strannge shittt in da skyy almostt nightlyy andd need 2 knwow if neone elsee experiennces this latelyy ??? aree they gonna make theirr presencee known soonn to the peoplee of the worlld ??? 

my girllfriennd sayss that thinkinng about themm cann kindaa attractt themm in a wayy . my energgy is stronng . maybbe im doingg this to mysellf . but like the devill i thinkk they chosee me even beforee i was bornn .

ive been abductedd over my life ... sometimess nothingg happens for monthss a yearr then ill be abductedd repeatedlly for weeks or a few monthhs . i forgett everythtingg but my bodyy rememmberss . im alwaays afraiid when i go outt at nighht thatt i will have to rememeber .

durringg periodss of abducttionn i gett really paranoiid constanntly becauuse my bodyy rememberss everythhing even that my mind hass been wipedd of . i sleeep with the lightts on andd i stayy upp all nightt withh blanketss tackked over the winndowss . but i knoww stayying up all nightt doessnt matter whenn they get you in broad daylighht .

a yearr ago i was outsidee with my catt and i walkked insidee and next thing i knoww im on the couchh waking up . the doorr is widee openn and my cat gott outt and coulda ran awayy (he wass fine)) i lost time and i dontt remember lying downn at all i wouldd havee never let the door openn im veryy paranoidd abt the animalls . it wass rightt in the afternoon during a summerr when they seeem to be moree boldd .

andd i knoww theyll keeep comingg back bcuss i havee sometthing implannted in the bottom of my fooot (soundss crazzy but a lot of peoople have seen it and c an vouch for it ... ) you can seee and feel this bump and to mee i feel something metallicy beneath my skinn . my girlfriennd wantss me to meditate and try to ask themm to removee it . but i dontt know its purposee and dontt want them to removee it if it protextts me from somethhing .

the otherrr nightt i saww thiss greatt super closee classicc triangularr UFO and it wass amazingg . but the nights sbefore and after that i havee been seeingg strannge thingss in the sky withh my girlfriendd . usually the activiity ampss up in the summer or becommes more notivablle becausee im outsidee at nightts in the summer . tho this earlly it is sooo crazzy it feels like augustt . maybee it has to do withh the heatt becauuse its so hot rightt now it ffeels like august . but im curiouss why its happenning and if neone elsee hass been experienncing moree strangee sightingss in the sky latelyy .

maybbe ill get a greatt photo or videoo of a UFO ... or maybbe they appearr so frequenttly to mee becausee they can detectt i dont carry a phone or cameraa alongg to doccument themm .

andd im moree worriedd abt humanns and the governmennt gettingg involvedd if for some reasson they were interestted ... they were interessted inn me beforee whenn i usedd to do hellla druggs and hanng withh ppl who did hella drugss so many thingss happenedd . one time this man was takingg picturess of my friendd who i wass staying with housee . he passedd us earllier and thoughtt we weree chilling on this benchh but we waited a few secs and followedd him coz he was headingg in the direcction of her digss . and by the time we turnned the cornner he was theree takingg picturess of her housee where we sleppt at nightt in the middlee of this open fielld out of the wayy . whenn he saww us he immediatelly headed outt .

not longg afterr dat i got a videoo of somee of themm slowlly driving down a highwayy shinning their flashshlights on me it wass a highwayy and they were goingg human walkking pacee one guy driviing the other guy hanging out the window withh a flashlightt they were bothh in some kindaa uniformm and they bothh obviouslly saww me and saww i wass filmingg but diidntt stop or questtion me at all justt kept goingg a few feet thenn spedd up at the ennd of the drivewayy . the videoo is gonee i lostt all my oldd computerrs but when i had it i postedd it up everywheree so maybee it still existt out therre .

all to sayy im afraidd of peopple more than anythingg elsee i encountered any spirits any demons any alienss imm more afraidd of the government whoo seems to valuue life the leasstt .