how much of thiss interrnet is reall ... seeems like not verry much off it is reeal ... im startting to fadee ... i dnt belonng in this societyss worlld .... it so hardd to exisst with the electriic enterrinng my bodyy .. it hurtss and achees and makkes me weakk ... the snoww seems to makke it stroongerr ... the beams may come froom spacee or thaa earrth or booth .