rest in peace . two souls . autumn the season of death . death of the world . this is transition . live it symbolically every year . hope every year to live to see summer sun and feel spring hope reborn . when they die , does not feel different . every day there is death . all around . when they die , evidence of change . unavoidable . rest in peace . they were great souls , both . loving . this is my guilt . how many ive known and so afraid of to be truly rejected . again and again .. but i became weak to it . hmm . it is afraid to see the end . every day i am confronted with it . by the devil . i only die again and again only make the finale death even bigger . not smaller . again i wish .. could have been some body useful to somebody who was good . but when they are alive I AM AFRAID OF THEM .
i am satans slave . the devil is my only master . guilty to become better after the good people died , wasnt good enough then for the good people who taught love and what love means .. now whos good left .
reset computer and my computer works again .
the world is just about empty .
i love yous . rest in peace .
m . and f . and e .
all together now .
