went out to look at CDs . got some CDs from guitar store . the guy there showed me ttwo rubbermaids full of CDs for sale . started sseeing another instance of his soul on different websites . then went to different store looked around . the lady working was very nice . she said i cant remember actually . i think she said «you are a person» something like that . hmm so interesting someone would ssay that . she said i read that and it was tattoo on my arm . marilyn manson lyrics lol . it made me laugh in a friendly way . i agree with her about being nice knowing all strangers are important and everyone we see as complex changing as us .. but im satans slave . im more mud than man .. and the words saw say tomorrow i know im just dirt .dont remember the tattoo much before recently . dont listen to mm as much now . yesterday and today listened to portrait of an american family . dug that vibe . last two days it attatched to me magickal representations . the hanged man .. addressing «guilty past» and those vibrations aligned with that past guilts ! demonic concentration .. mind control .. that went into listening to portrait of an american family last two days drew this outside attention vibrational to my arm remembering i had a mmanson lyric tattoo . just all happenings energy passing passive through me but this is being used by the higher part of my mind access by psychedelic accessed by the real me the soul coexisting spirit . and this lady has her own strong magickal abilities i can easily see . we align vibrationally or astrologically or maybe she is very skilled like that . she could see all the electricity around me and this had the mm songs in it from last few days drawing attention to my arm . shes part of the magickal world so important . see i wish i could remember what she said ... i pay attention to the vibes and cant hear the language words behind the true noise of magickal psychedelic satanic secrets the satanic music the visions . i type it out now to remember .
new computer keyboard and learning still where symbols are . and dont know .. do i keep an old computer keyboard ? what do i do with it ? its sitting there . does it have personality like television ? i learn the nature of the world by focusing on spots . trying to pay attention .
kind psychic has me thinking of another kind psychic .. haunting me this summer .. thankful for her magickal existence .
