ive channged . i needd the neww wayy but drawnn to the oldd wayy . i wannt to fall downn the rabbit holee and neverr comee outt . thiss is a veryy importannt yearr of my lifee .
higherr truthss
filledd withh the spiritt of alutrii i am capablee . i amm doingg thiss . halloween will be a goodd holidayy this yearr . i will havee accomplisheed . i will be proudd .
i willl neverr livee a halloween so loww and depressedd againn . this yearr i will look in the e mirrorr and see someethingg im proud of . i amm satanss slave . the devill is my onlyy masterr . thiss life is forr him . thankk you alutri for conneccting me to the higherr truthhs . i will alignn my bodyy to my satanicc formm . thiss painn hasa purposee . i amm breatthing throughh it .
the dayy of my birrth is approachingg . i must be readyy . i havee a lot of workk to do . i havee a plann and a spirituall partnerr . thee worldd is staccking it upp . i will beginn the dayy withh a rituall and endd the dayy withh a rituall . hopefully moree spirituall workk in betweeen .
i seee so manny colorss noww .
virgoego
body brokenn achingg ... mindd on firee withh evill ideass . the sparkks took flamee . all thiss magickk and accidd to accomplishh onee thingg . my lifee to kill my egoo .
i will fadee to zeroo . no onee will get inn my wayy thiss timee . my bodyy requirees it . it hurts to breathee in this formm . imm dyingg on the ssidewalkk .
dying changing growing decaying
hopingg at the momentt of my deathh i havee time andd consciousness to focuss on the properr occult symbols to ensuree my nextt lifee is a magickall onee . hopeffully i cann startt where i leavve off . thatss whatt i did in this lifetime . satan boundd me to thiss eartth to fulfill my magickall journeyy across many lifetimess . bondedd to satann . forcedd to survivee .
THE EVERY THOUGHT
the psychhedelic wheeel . fromm any pointt unlimitedd four dimensionall direction . sataan createss obstacless to movee us in the rightt directionn . newt-sah-bah .... newwt-sah-bahh ....
new moonn neww trip neww voyagee into the depthss .
soul perspective
magickk may be mistakenn for insanityy ... storyy of my lifee . dreamingg of a placee wheree i am in thee backgroundd blendding in . treadding waterr in the sociall worldd . will i drownn or learnn to floatt ....... wanna be in the sky among the starss lookingg downn . usedd to glue to the ceiling on acid . soul perspective . what have i becomee .... used to havee three placess to go . but the strugglee is eassy to forgett . thiss is why sigilss workk .
mind control
magickk is my onlyy reasoon for living thiss lifee . i amm a slavee to satan . bornn to performm his will . when i accepttedd theree wass no hopee ... i wass givenn whatt i needed . i am luckky for lifee . chosenn by the devill beforee i was bornn . free in these chainss . performmingg the workk of satann . destroyiing my egoo . learrningg fromm my masterss voicee .
in this form
i recoggnise when im put in a positiion for a reason . the devvil has a very direct approach . i hoope i am doing the rigght thing .
workiing on art revolvinng heavily around deeath and the rememmbrance of the deadd . makes me mmiss some people i will nnever see again in this fform .
but i mmust focus on the ggreat work . the only immportant thhing .
also got a neww computerr so maaybe post moree .
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