magickk is my onlyy reasoon for living thiss lifee . i amm a slavee to satan . bornn to performm his will . when i accepttedd theree wass no hopee ... i wass givenn whatt i needed . i am luckky for lifee . chosenn by the devill beforee i was bornn . free in these chainss . performmingg the workk of satann . destroyiing my egoo . learrningg fromm my masterss voicee .
i recoggnise when im put in a positiion for a reason . the devvil has a very direct approach . i hoope i am doing the rigght thing .
workiing on art revolvinng heavily around deeath and the rememmbrance of the deadd . makes me mmiss some people i will nnever see again in this fform .
but i mmust focus on the ggreat work . the only immportant thhing .
also got a neww computerr so maaybe post moree .
perrfecttion takess workk . im satanss slave . i mustt work to bee perfect for the devil . virgo cursee . karma . my job is to workk forr the devill . totall devotionn .
my visions are a giftt . satanss plan . i mustt alignn to the visionns . i mustt becomee perfectt . im alignning to my satanicc form . everyy dayy i wakke up i mustt performm his will .
this is sattans planee . get rightt withh the devil to survivee . i will learnn to coexistt with the fearr . becausee i knoww what it iss and howw it cann be good for me . i wass bornn to be awaree . bornn to see it endd . thiss is satanss plann . i trustt the devil .
i struggle with thiss humann formm . confinedd . lifee as satanns slavee comess withh muchh torturee . thee tripp is not alwayys good . but it iss alwayys usefull . ivee advancedd in thiss practicee .
thiss is deep karmaa . my karma as satanns slavee . i amm bondedd to the devill . thiss life is hardd but i wass bornn to livee it .
i dont care what happens . what i have is with me . thhe purpose of life is to worship the devil . whats happened to me has made me strong . i trust the devil .
this is all happenning for a reasson . the trip . im thankful for this torture . thank you satan .
i am satans slave . the devil is my onlyy masster . everyy day i learrn moree aboutt what thattt reallyy means . i look to my master . i see great pyramids . i knoww now tomorroww everythingg will look differentt . satan please protecct and guidee me .
you can think what you wantt abouttt me . my ego is deadd .
i cantt breathee . my lungss aree tightt . constrictedd in my ribcaage . i amm confinned to my human formm . thiss is a lessonn and a testt of my strengthh . satann providess by takingg away .
i wass in the desert . in the windd and sandd . weariing a scarff a maskk . unable to take a breath . i was staggaringg and fallingg to my knees . but thenn i saww a pink camel . goldenn lightt shinning at me . choking on the dustt i saww it blindingg me . and the pink camell carriedd me homee .
he said i hadd somethingg in my eyess . thatss no ego , occupiedd by the devil . he saidd i had it comingg to me . it camee to me . hail satan !
sevenn yearss of hell came to mee . satanss torturee . ragged bones fleshh hangingg on . dayss of nightt no sun . dizzyy from the spirall . but i trustt the devil .
i had to separatee from the heardd to findd the pyramidss . noww that i havee ill nevver be the samme . she saidd you havee one foot in both worllds . she saidd i dont knoww how to help that . but i trustt the devil .
backk into the worldd i mustt retainn the dedicattion . mustt findd the severity . i am poweredd by the chargee . emboldenedd by the chaoss . the devill is my onlyy master . come the forcess of the supernaturall . this summer . i will focuss on my masterr . i trust the devil .
the onlookerrs warnedd me aboutt my addiction to satann . theyy said its messingg withh my mindd . theyy dontt knoww my mindd needed messingg up . theyy dontt knoww the strenngth of my oldd ego . that wass my old egoo wornn awayy by acidde waves . i emptiedd my bodyy and mindd to be occupiedd by the devill . i overcamee the ego .
but satan commands my life . satanss will is my will . so i spennd my nightss clawwing the walls . i knoww my masterss voicee !!!
lonely nightss on the streetss with the voicess of the spiritss . i coughh fromm the toxinns of my ego choked brainn . im not evenn thinkingg humann thoughts . i am replacedd . my soull is spreadd thin across nine livess . shoess wornn flatt from walkingg .
i see a pyramidd of green light in the skyy . messagess from the fatherr . i fall on my knees grindingg againsst the gravell . i raisee my armms up . tear thiss toxic ego from me . givee me the sacred mercuryy like communion .
i rememberr i had no onee but thee fatherr . and it wass very good . satan providess by takking away . i rememberr whenn my worlld was spinning . i foundd myselff amongg the people . lissteningg to my masters voicee .
thank you sattan for this tortture
thankk you satan foor this tripp
i knoww this karma is a loong time coming . satan hass so muchh to show me . no moree time to sleep . if the insomniaa drivess me crazzy i knoww ill be alignedd .
wwentt to a magickk shop withh my girlfriennd nnn her rooommate . it was veryy good . i got somme bhuddist wisdom cardss , candlee holderss , a luck coinn , andd some sagee .
i am learrningg to be a betterrr persson and a betterr communicatorr . i will becomee what satan commandss .
