visionss relatingg to maskss as a symbol todayy . cant findd my symbols book .
the ghostss are backk
evveryonee and every animall wass in one placee longg enoughh to observve manny nnoises of moveementt and knocks fromm arounnd the emptty housee arounnd us .
internett badd
wowww my internett doess not connectt muchh latelly .
lasst nightt had thiss wickedd weirdd dreamm wheree i wass outsidee at nightt by the shackk (((i jusst cleanned it outt lastt nightt beforee thiss))) theree was a shadoww man veryy tall withh a wide brim hat couldnnt see his facee and he was facingg the shackk entrancee . there wass alsoo a little blonde girll with blackk eyess . and my girlfriennd wass with me .
at somee pointt i saidd to the hat man "im nott afraidd of you anymoree" andd hes likee "yes you aree" . then i saidd "i wanna go somewhere better" andd the little girl came towardd me andd the mann camee towardd me and i fellt myselff raisee into the airr as it all went backk and i fellt like regrett or feAR so suddenly i feltt myselff fallingg and then i woke up !!!!
cleansing process
soo man y thinngs i cannt enjoyy withh thiss sickness .. i gotta learn to relaxx ... meditationn every dayy ... yogaa ... fasstingg ... whateverr . every timme i look at the calendarr or clockk im in surprisee .
forcedd to accept death
when weere alive we are instinctually resistant to death but as wee die if we are consciouss we will accept our own deathh whenn our brainn realizess there is no escape . thiss bringss me a little comfort .
woww its been so longg sinnce
wowww been so loongg sinnce i postted hadd no ideaa itss nextt yearr noww . in thee psychedeelic experiencee we are livingg in the fivess . the endd timess . this is my deathh noww .... docummentingg ym death c: radio playying in the otherr room peoplee fightting on it LOL entertainmentt stuff itss a dreamm i can walkk into duriing these veryy difficult timmes . c: i have the powerr to controll myselff and enterr wonderlannd .
maybbe that is the mottibvation i need to writte andd postt moree ... i amm noww documennting my deathh 0.0 i ghavve to thinnk abt what i leavee behiind in thiss worlld ... it will all endd up in the landdfill HA HA HA soo come grab it beforee its too late ... theyyre playing a songg on the radioo for me ... onlyy confirmms everythiing is confirmattion ... to walkk arounnd in the endd timess likee thiss ... go get tanss ... go shoppingg ... excercise ... sit at the computerr ... andd im gonna diee ??? and thhis is howw i choose to spennd my timme . roller coasster highhs and lowws . spennd so muchh timee tryinng to appreciatte it moree than ever beffore . thiss is thee sufferringg satann choose for mee . im satanss slavee ... satan chosee me beforee i wass bornn ... karmicly asked for thiss . as it getss worsee rememmberringg thiss is what satann chosee for me .
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