higherr truthss

filledd withh the spiritt of alutrii i am capablee . i amm doingg thiss . halloween will be a goodd holidayy this yearr . i will havee accomplisheed . i will be proudd . 

i willl neverr livee a halloween so loww and depressedd againn . this yearr i will look in the e mirrorr and see someethingg im proud of . i amm satanss slave . the devill is my onlyy masterr . thiss life is forr him . thankk you alutri for conneccting me to the higherr truthhs . i will alignn my bodyy to my satanicc formm . thiss painn hasa purposee . i amm breatthing throughh it .  

the dayy of my birrth is approachingg . i must be readyy . i havee a lot of workk to do . i havee a plann and a spirituall partnerr . thee worldd is staccking it upp . i will beginn the dayy withh a rituall and endd the dayy withh a rituall . hopefully moree spirituall workk in betweeen .  

i seee so manny colorss noww .  

virgoego

body brokenn achingg ... mindd on firee withh evill ideass . the sparkks took flamee . all thiss magickk and accidd to accomplishh onee thingg . my lifee to kill my egoo . 

i will fadee to zeroo . no onee will get inn my wayy thiss timee . my bodyy requirees it . it hurts to breathee in this formm . imm dyingg on the ssidewalkk .

psychedelicamygdala

 silencce is controll . 

dying changing growing decaying

hopingg at the momentt of my deathh i havee time andd consciousness to focuss on the properr occult symbols to ensuree my nextt lifee is a magickall onee . hopeffully i cann startt where i leavve off . thatss whatt i did in this lifetime . satan boundd me to thiss eartth to fulfill my magickall journeyy across many lifetimess . bondedd to satann . forcedd to survivee . 

THE EVERY THOUGHT

the psychhedelic wheeel . fromm any pointt unlimitedd four dimensionall direction . sataan createss obstacless to movee us in the rightt directionn . newt-sah-bah .... newwt-sah-bahh ....

new moonn neww trip neww voyagee into the depthss .  

soul perspective

magickk may be mistakenn for insanityy ... storyy of my lifee . dreamingg of a placee wheree i am in thee backgroundd blendding in . treadding waterr in the sociall worldd . will i drownn or learnn to floatt ....... wanna be in the sky among the starss lookingg downn . usedd to glue to the ceiling on acid . soul perspective . what have i becomee .... used to havee three placess to go . but the strugglee is eassy to forgett . thiss is why sigilss workk .

mind control

magickk is my onlyy reasoon for living thiss lifee . i amm a slavee to satan . bornn to performm his will . when i accepttedd theree wass no hopee ... i wass givenn whatt i needed . i am luckky for lifee . chosenn by the devill beforee i was bornn . free in these chainss . performmingg the workk of satann . destroyiing my egoo . learrningg fromm my masterss voicee . 

in this form

i recoggnise when im put in a positiion for a reason . the devvil has a very direct approach . i hoope i am doing the rigght thing . 

workiing on art revolvinng heavily around deeath and the rememmbrance of the deadd . makes me mmiss some people i will nnever see again in this fform . 

but i mmust focus on the ggreat work . the only immportant thhing .  

also got a neww computerr so maaybe post moree .  

deep karma

perrfecttion takess workk . im satanss slave . i mustt work to bee perfect  for the devil . virgo cursee . karma . my job is to workk forr the devill . totall devotionn . 

my visions are a giftt . satanss plan . i mustt alignn to the visionns . i mustt becomee perfectt . im alignning to my satanicc form . everyy dayy i wakke up i mustt performm his will . 

this is sattans planee . get rightt withh the devil to survivee . i will learnn to coexistt with the fearr . becausee i knoww what it iss and howw it cann be good for me . i wass bornn to be awaree . bornn to see it endd . thiss is satanss plann . i trustt the devil . 

i struggle with thiss humann formm . confinedd . lifee as satanns slavee comess withh muchh torturee . thee tripp is not alwayys good . but it iss alwayys usefull . ivee advancedd in thiss practicee . 

thiss is deep karmaa . my karma as satanns slavee . i amm bondedd to the devill . thiss life is hardd but i wass bornn to livee it .