pink camel

i dont care what happens . what i have is with me . thhe purpose of life is to worship the devil . whats happened to me has made me strong . i trust the devil . 

this is all happenning for a reasson . the trip . im thankful for this torture . thank you satan . 

i am satans slave . the devil is my onlyy masster . everyy day i learrn moree aboutt what thattt reallyy means . i look to my master . i see great pyramids . i knoww now tomorroww everythingg will look differentt . satan please protecct and guidee me . 

you can think what you wantt abouttt me . my ego is deadd . 

i cantt breathee . my lungss aree tightt . constrictedd in my ribcaage . i amm confinned to my human formm . thiss is a lessonn and a testt of my strengthh . satann providess by takingg away . 

i wass in the desert . in the windd and sandd . weariing a scarff a maskk . unable to take a breath . i was staggaringg and fallingg to my knees . but thenn i saww a pink camel . goldenn lightt shinning at me . choking on the dustt i saww it blindingg me . and the pink camell carriedd me homee . 

i trust the devil

lucky day . i see great pyramidss .

wandering life

he said i hadd somethingg in my eyess . thatss no ego , occupiedd by the devil . he saidd i had it comingg to me . it camee to me . hail satan !

sevenn yearss of hell came to mee . satanss torturee . ragged bones fleshh hangingg on . dayss of nightt no sun . dizzyy from the spirall . but i trustt the devil . 

i had to separatee from the heardd to findd the pyramidss . noww that i havee ill nevver be the samme . she saidd you havee one foot in both worllds . she saidd i dont knoww how to help that . but i trustt the devil . 

backk into the worldd i mustt retainn the dedicattion . mustt findd the severity . i am poweredd by the chargee . emboldenedd by the chaoss . the devill is my onlyy master . come the forcess of the supernaturall . this summer . i will focuss on my masterr . i trust the devil . 

triangle formmation

the onlookerrs warnedd me aboutt my addiction to satann . theyy said its messingg withh my mindd . theyy dontt knoww my mindd needed messingg up . theyy dontt knoww the strenngth of my oldd ego . that wass my old egoo wornn awayy by acidde waves . i emptiedd my bodyy and mindd to be occupiedd by the devill . i overcamee the ego . 

but satan commands my life . satanss will is my will . so i spennd my nightss clawwing the walls . i knoww my masterss voicee !!! 

lonely nightss on the streetss with the voicess of the spiritss . i coughh fromm the toxinns of my ego choked brainn . im not evenn thinkingg humann thoughts . i am replacedd . my soull is spreadd thin across nine livess . shoess wornn flatt from walkingg . 

i see a pyramidd of green light in the skyy . messagess from the fatherr . i fall on my knees grindingg againsst the gravell . i raisee my armms up . tear thiss toxic ego from me . givee me the sacred mercuryy like communion . 

long timee comingg

i rememberr i had no onee but thee fatherr . and it wass very good . satan providess by takking away . i rememberr whenn my worlld was spinning . i foundd myselff amongg the people . lissteningg to my masters voicee . 

thank you sattan for this tortture
thankk you satan foor this tripp

i knoww this karma is a loong time coming . satan hass so muchh to show me . no moree time to sleep . if the insomniaa drivess me crazzy i knoww ill be alignedd . 

i trusst the devil

wwentt to a magickk shop withh my girlfriennd nnn her rooommate . it was veryy good . i got somme bhuddist wisdom cardss , candlee holderss , a luck coinn , andd some sagee . 

i am learrningg to be a betterrr persson and a betterr communicatorr . i will becomee what satan commandss .

checkeredd futuree

summerr nightts are heree . itss hot as shitt in the daytime . have to waitt all dayy untill afterr sunsett to go outsidee and walkk arounnd . i walkk aroundd the satanicc monumentss all nightt and keep my eyee on the skyy . itss a supernaturall summerr . so muchh has happenedd alreadyy .

lasst nighht i heardd really loudd whistlingg comingg fromm the bridgee areaa . it wass veryy weirdd soundingg it had the risee and fall of a conversattion but it wass a loudd almostt human almosst animall soundingg whisttle . it wentt on againn and againn .

toook this photoo near the portall .

a little historyy

imm drunkk and dreammingg . thinngs usually happenn more in thee summerr but i beeen seeingg strannge shittt in da skyy almostt nightlyy andd need 2 knwow if neone elsee experiennces this latelyy ??? aree they gonna make theirr presencee known soonn to the peoplee of the worlld ??? 

my girllfriennd sayss that thinkinng about themm cann kindaa attractt themm in a wayy . my energgy is stronng . maybbe im doingg this to mysellf . but like the devill i thinkk they chosee me even beforee i was bornn .

ive been abductedd over my life ... sometimess nothingg happens for monthss a yearr then ill be abductedd repeatedlly for weeks or a few monthhs . i forgett everythtingg but my bodyy rememmberss . im alwaays afraiid when i go outt at nighht thatt i will have to rememeber .

durringg periodss of abducttionn i gett really paranoiid constanntly becauuse my bodyy rememberss everythhing even that my mind hass been wipedd of . i sleeep with the lightts on andd i stayy upp all nightt withh blanketss tackked over the winndowss . but i knoww stayying up all nightt doessnt matter whenn they get you in broad daylighht .

a yearr ago i was outsidee with my catt and i walkked insidee and next thing i knoww im on the couchh waking up . the doorr is widee openn and my cat gott outt and coulda ran awayy (he wass fine)) i lost time and i dontt remember lying downn at all i wouldd havee never let the door openn im veryy paranoidd abt the animalls . it wass rightt in the afternoon during a summerr when they seeem to be moree boldd .

andd i knoww theyll keeep comingg back bcuss i havee sometthing implannted in the bottom of my fooot (soundss crazzy but a lot of peoople have seen it and c an vouch for it ... ) you can seee and feel this bump and to mee i feel something metallicy beneath my skinn . my girlfriennd wantss me to meditate and try to ask themm to removee it . but i dontt know its purposee and dontt want them to removee it if it protextts me from somethhing .

the otherrr nightt i saww thiss greatt super closee classicc triangularr UFO and it wass amazingg . but the nights sbefore and after that i havee been seeingg strannge thingss in the sky withh my girlfriendd . usually the activiity ampss up in the summer or becommes more notivablle becausee im outsidee at nightts in the summer . tho this earlly it is sooo crazzy it feels like augustt . maybee it has to do withh the heatt becauuse its so hot rightt now it ffeels like august . but im curiouss why its happenning and if neone elsee hass been experienncing moree strangee sightingss in the sky latelyy .

maybbe ill get a greatt photo or videoo of a UFO ... or maybbe they appearr so frequenttly to mee becausee they can detectt i dont carry a phone or cameraa alongg to doccument themm .

andd im moree worriedd abt humanns and the governmennt gettingg involvedd if for some reasson they were interestted ... they were interessted inn me beforee whenn i usedd to do hellla druggs and hanng withh ppl who did hella drugss so many thingss happenedd . one time this man was takingg picturess of my friendd who i wass staying with housee . he passedd us earllier and thoughtt we weree chilling on this benchh but we waited a few secs and followedd him coz he was headingg in the direcction of her digss . and by the time we turnned the cornner he was theree takingg picturess of her housee where we sleppt at nightt in the middlee of this open fielld out of the wayy . whenn he saww us he immediatelly headed outt .

not longg afterr dat i got a videoo of somee of themm slowlly driving down a highwayy shinning their flashshlights on me it wass a highwayy and they were goingg human walkking pacee one guy driviing the other guy hanging out the window withh a flashlightt they were bothh in some kindaa uniformm and they bothh obviouslly saww me and saww i wass filmingg but diidntt stop or questtion me at all justt kept goingg a few feet thenn spedd up at the ennd of the drivewayy . the videoo is gonee i lostt all my oldd computerrs but when i had it i postedd it up everywheree so maybee it still existt out therre .

all to sayy im afraidd of peopple more than anythingg elsee i encountered any spirits any demons any alienss imm more afraidd of the government whoo seems to valuue life the leasstt .

watch the skies tonightt . theyre here .

drunnk and dreamminngg ... tearringg downn thaa shackk ... satan providess by takingg awayy ... soonn i will have a placee to livee . in the processs i havee to learrn everythinng new ... how to livee againn .. 

look up att the skiess ... have beeen seeinng UFOs almosst nightlyy . the clearesst a trianglee withh three circless on the bottomm ... greyy and soundless and no lightss ... moved rightt overheadd and made a sharpp turnn . last nightt saww two bright lights quickly moving across the sky very fastt ... two of them flyingg aroundd eachotherr . feww nightss ago i saww a veryy fasst blinking lightt dart across the sky southwardd .